A ver, esto estaba en un archivo de word del 16/07/10 que se llama 'I don't know' y lo encontré hace un tiempito... Y la verdad es que todavía no pude descubrir ni recordar el motivo de su existencia. No tengo idea de si lo escribí hablando de mí, cosa que dudo porque no me siento identificada, no tenía diecisiete años en ese momento ni quería suicidarme, o si me quise hacer la que escribía sobre quién sabe quién (?) ni siquiera sé si está bien escrito. Siempre quise escribir algo, lo que sea, pero no creo que me haya puesto a escribir algo así, aparte en inglés (!!), no sé la verdad.

You are probably worried about something that doesn’t really matter. And in some place of your head, you know that it doesn’t matter, that it’s not important to anyone. But you’re still worried. And, you know, I might be wrong. Because, maybe I am assuming you are something you are not. Or just something different. As if I knew. Anyway, I mean, most of the people worry about things that aren’t really important, and they would save time if they just didn’t. But that is the human nature, I guess. I am not trying to dramatize my situation, but I suspect it was worse than yours. I don’t know wether say ‘was’ or ‘is’. Have you ever felt like… Yes, I didn’t want to live anymore. And really, I have no idea of what I want at the moment. You probably wouldn’t know how it feels to be seventeen and to haven’t ever done anything that you want, because you don’t even know what you want, and you don’t know what would be normal to want.